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YOU Are All the Things.

This summer has been the busiest one yet. I've been working 60-80 hours a week all while applying to business school and trying to be a normal human. This has been my first time to really think in about three months and the most pressing thought on my mind is that I am enough, and so are you. 

I found out a few days ago that I was accepted into my program and I literally have no idea how I did it, but I did. I honestly don't know how I juggled psycho boys, school, work, sleep, church, exercise etc....BUT I did. I don't know if this clean Alaskan air is making me cooky or if I just realized something that is a "duh" for everyone else in their life, but it really smacked me in the face that I am kind of a bada**. I CAN DO HARD THINGS! Wait, really?

I think its time that we all step back and realize that we are doing a lot better than we think we are because I'll let you in on a little secret, if someone tells you they have their crap together, they're lying to you. BIG TIME. I've come to realize that there is a beauty a semi-hectic life. A beauty that is realized in the feats that you are accomplishing, because you are strong, smart, gritty, and you are YOU. You being busy just means that you are leaning in to accomplish all that God has laid out for your life, and that's something to be proud of.

I hope that the next time you find yourself dragging from the everyday grind, or you're so tired from a long day that you're slipping into sleep as you talk to Heavenly Father before bed, that you smile. Because you are all the things, and you can do anything, and if you're tired that means you're doing something worth sacrificing for. Go get 'em.

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